spiraling...

Some days it just seems like my life is spiraling out of my control...every day seems to bring another chaotic episode to my life. It makes me feel helpless, hopeless...seems like every time I start feeling somewhat in control, something else happens. 

How do I find that balance? How do I stop the spiraling? I need to feel in control of my life somehow. I need balance. My poor cat hayd a UTI, bloody pee all over. An antibiotic once a day for 10 days...sure hope it kicks in soon. One of my kids having some legal issues..I don't know what I can do to help. I wish I was rich so I could hire a good lawyer to help, but in reality, we make enough to pay our bills and not a lot more. I feel like a horrible mother. I know my child is grown, had their own family, but it doesn't make me want to help less. And right now I feel hopeless and helpless to help.  I pray it will turn out and they realize it isn't true. Life can be such a mess at times...